I don’t know if it’s because we just entered the year of the dragon or what, but I feel so much more confident and determined about my healing.

I was listening to an interview of one of my mentors and she referred to a saying that says how when you break a bone that’s the strongest bone in your body. And somehow this made so much sense now. I looked back at all the pain I had been experiencing the last few months and more intensely since I’ve been to the hospital, and I thought of all the healing that my body has been doing for me. I’m literally growing a backbone, building a spine and learning to be able to stand on my own, having my own back. It’s truly incredible.

I have had similar revelations in the past, I just think that now, due to my latest experience in the hospital, it became so much more obvious.

The hospital stay in itself hasn’t been that bad – seeing what my mind thinks about the hospital stay though it’s a completely different story.

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I am healing.

I am confident in what my body is doing to make me grow stronger and evolve into a new version of myself. My soul knows exactly what I need and she’s creating the perfect conditions for me in order to grow and thrive.

I don’t need to follow anyone else’s rules.

I have my own path.

I make my own choices and determine what my life will be.

I see my life as I want to see it.

I am creating the reality I want to live in.

I am freeing myself from the opinions of others.

I approve of myself and take my own advice.

I value my own opinion.

I do not care about being understood.

External approval is irrelevant to me.

I’m digging my own way to something better

_ now that’s what I call freedom.