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That’s day 26 at the hospital. I never thought of the mental and emotional strain of this experience. I admit that it’s always been in my mind as a b&b kind of thing that you can let yourself recuperate but it’s far from it. I can’t rest under the fluorescent lights and the constant hassle Read more

Most of my life so far, I’ve seen illness, well, my illness as a punishment from the gods or something. Deep down it always felt like , the reason I have to deal with all these unpleasant experiences and difficult emotions is because in reality I’m faulty and wrong and the higher power that reigns Read more

I love it when people tell me how bright and positive I am – no one suspects the darkness I have inside. https://youtu.be/R1TSiB9OuVM?si=MCz_DvXscy3zxfUo Read more

I figured that there is no right way to write. I created this space about six months ago and after my initial set up , I wrote nothing. It almost feels like the whole point was so that I actually create the space, to carve this little corner for myself and then I just left Read more